Mars and Moon Viewing

The news said that tomorrow 12.30 to 12.45 am we can actually see the 'two' moons. One is mars and the other is moon. This is one article posted on NASA regarding this event.

http://science.nasa.gov/headlines/y2007/21aug_hurtlingtomars.htm

But i still have lots of doubts as to are we able to see it with our naked eyes or do we need a telescope. And the article mentioned that it can be seen at 3am but SG's news said 12.45am. So is it 3am for western countries and 12.45am for SG or 3am for everyone in the world?
Most probably is the latter one. So I'll try to see if I can catch a glimpse of it at 12.30-12.45am then.

Overly Stress

CMI sia. Year 4 is a tough year. I've always been confident that if I put in effort, I will be able to accomplish anything. Now, I'm starting to doubt it. Doubt myself, my abilities, my character, the real me.. It's all NTU's fault! Lol..

I love what I am studying now but it's just too much things to do and time is SUPER limited. After school, all I want to do is to go home and rot. (Rotting is a past-time to me.) But all I am doing is study, study and study. Even on the train or bus, I'll be reading BOS(Blue Ocean Strategy book required to be read by HRM module) book. First thing I do when I reach home is to switch on my laptop and watch online videos? NO! Switch on to do my reports. Rushing for everything. I started early since I am always slow and lousy in writing reports. I know my weakness and so I started early to do my report. But starting early doesn't help at all. I'm still struggling to finish things on time.One FYP and one resume assignment are not enough. Mulitimedia System module wants to join in and it did. Great..just so prefect. Year 4 == no life. Super no life.

I've been so busy that when I slack, I start to get scare. Scare of what? Scare of slacking too much and not be able to finish my stuff, scare that once I slack I don't have the drive to get back into my study mood. Scare of everything. Scare of the predictable and the unpredictable. Ridiculous it might have sound but it's true.

It's scary just how much stress a person can take before he/she goes mad. I wonder just how much pressure do you need to make someone to become so desperate that he/she would run away from everything and throw away everything he/she used to cherish. Will I ever become one of them? I'm not strong. I know friends who are and I really admire them. I really tried to be strong but I couldn't and broke down in front of my beloved. I don't want to show the weaker side of me to him. I don't but I can't help it. I can't stop the tears. It's tiring and being alone in school is tiring.

When will this nightmare ever end? Will next semester be better? I hope so and I can't wait to get out of this place. It has changed me so much that at a point like this, I'm afraid of how much it is going to change of me in my last year.
Have I gone berserk? Going to..Haha..

If you think this only happens to me, then I'll tell you something. Out of 4 of my friends in their final year in NTU, 3 of them have a 'stress' word as their msn nick.
Amazing.

Now that I finished typing this entry, I've discovered one thing. I'm rushing through this entry too. Hai...

As Promised..Pics of my spoilt bags

The handle is dying.

What did I put in it? Nothing much ok?

Moral of the story: Never buy bags. Waiting for ur boyfriend to buy one LV or Gucci bag for you. Haha.

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Prefect! Waterproof somemore. What more can you ask for. Lol..

My Birthday's Coming! (Part 2)

My new school bag is spoiling soon! Argh! I've only used for a week or so. Darn...I hate bags and shoes and they hate me. The strap of the bag is damaged. I don't know how long before it can stand before it give away. Maybe a month? Argh! *messing my hair* It's so so SO freaking fustrating man. My fury purple bag spoilt within a few month I think and now my glittery bag is spoiling too. Is it me or is it the quality of bag and shoes are getting low and lower. Darn it man. DARN DARN DARN *Runs around, shouting* To add cooking oil into burning fire, my friend ask me if I bought the glittery bag for 5 dollars. WTH, I got it for $25.90 lor. How could I not waste money if these type of sickening things keep happening to me?

*After calm down*
Ok peeps, let's get down to business. I want a pretty school bag which means one that is nice looking,does not have a common design and is able to fit my A4 size file, a book, my big pencil case, water bottle, 3/4 purse, phone, umbrella and some junks. Yeah..I know it's be big. Most importantly, it gotta be SUPER durable just like duracell batteries! (I'm getting more and more out of point recently and I know it. So please understand and don't bother to correct me.Bwahaha.)

Oh ya, I've checked out some beauty stuff that I want to try leh.. So if you want can also buy for me for my birthday. Like the acne patch which is so expensive that I can't seem to make myself buy it. I want to try some eye mask or eye lotion/cream which removes dark circles and eye bags. Bwahaha..

Lastly, If you find it troublesome to go look for those things, fret not, for you can donate to the WWGT fund! Bwahaha Bwahaha!!!
PS: I will post some pictures for my @*&$(%^ spoilt purple furry bad and *#(%^#% going-to-spoil glittery bag soon!

Ex Ex's Birlhday!

I wanna blog today since i feel that I would not blog much once i start school. But I'm not in a good blogging mood today. Haha..I don't know why I feeling this depressed all of a sudden. Maybe because my period is coming (My guess). So sad and depress that I just wanna run away...from everything. Haha..but I would be blogging an emo entry today la..I shall be strong. Yup, so here's what I've been doing recently.

Ex's birthday is coming so me and xuan planned to make apple muffins for her. We remembered her telling us she loves apple muffins. Seriously, I never feel that baking is so tough even though I used to set fire to my oven when I baked cookies. The toughest part is to batter everything together. You can't batter too much nor too little (This calls for experience and me and xuan are still lacking of it.). Xuan is obviously better than me in any aspect. Haha.. But I managed to do a good job too la. We only managed to make edible apple muffins on our last try (Heng Ah! God bless us. I feel so relieved!). I don't have any pictures for it since all the pictures are in xuan's camera. So I'll have to wait for her to send me or blog on it so I can just link to her blog =P.

Yup and yesterday was Ex's day with us to celebrate her birthday. We were supposed to meet up with her in the afternoon to celebrate at New York New York with chonglin and the gang then dinner shall be the 3 couples( me,ex,xuan and all our bfs). Frankly speaking, New York New York's food is delicious and FILLING. We made cotton candy on our own to eat. The bakerzin strawberry cake was absolutely fantastic. We had an enjoyable dinner and took lots of photographs there. I liked the atmosphere at that time. Although I'm not close to chonglin that gang, I still kind of manage to fit in. All of us never speak much to everyone due to the 'weird' sitting arrangement but everyone was that for a common purpose. Needless to say, the common purpose is to celebrate June's birthday.

Lunch ended and next was dinner at Holland V. Well we were at Holland V but none of us were hungry( All thanks to New York New York. ) except for the two who weren't there during lunch. So after a quick dinner, we head to eski bar. Haha..I love their winter clothes. Truly, deeply, madly super kawai and pretty. Haha.. had a few drinks there and took lots of photographs. Enjoyed the service of the waiter since he's so humourous and friendly. Showed June the muffins we made. She was surprised and happy. But we failed to make her cry. Haha..Anyway, I don't think she'll cry so easily so I guess we'll have to try harder next year.
PS: Pictures will be uploaded after they are sent to me.

Lastly, we travel our way down to k-sters to sing KTV. Everyone is so damn good la. Haha..only me..Hai..As usual la. But what made it worst was when I suddenly felt so freaking sleepy than I can't really concentrate. I've been trying to change my sleeping hours recently by sleeping before 12 everyday so I wouldn't be late for any lectures once school starts. So I kind of like turned off with Meh Meh during the KTV session. Argh. Otherwise, it would have been a prefect day for June. Sorry dear~ *pull my ears*

Only managed to crawl to bed at 3 am plus. Now, I'm just trying hard to prepare myself for a tough school semester. If only time stops for me to take a breath..If only FYP ain't stressful...If only I can escape last year of Uni life..If only...*Shakes head* I need to be strong and I will be.

Oh ya,one more thing. The title to this entry is written in prefect 'sa la' English just to spite June cause the 'Birthday' word for her strawberry cake was spelt with the missing horizontal stroke for the letter 't'(All thanks to our blurness.). =P