Interview Horrors

It's a few days before Campus interviews starts and it's giving me the anxiety I HATE to feel. I even had nightmare a week before the first day of it. My past experience of my first interview is haunting me. Argh. Everytime I talked to someone about my fear, I get back the same old answers. " Just be calm and confident. It'll be fine." But that's exactly easier said than done.

I know what I should do too. But I didn't do what I should during my first interview. I panicked and freaked out. HAI! Furthermore, I can't think clearly if I'm anxious. So how am i suppose to act normal.

Then, all my friends will tell me just go for more interviews. I'm doing it now and I'm hating the tension that I have to go though before that actual day arrive. My mind keeps telling me "It's coming. You've got to prepare for it." Even though I know it but I get breathing difficulty everytime I think about it. Not to mention about trying to prepare for it.

Moreover, I don't think that I stand a high chance getting hired there. Like my friend said:" the whole school without jobs are going for campus interview". ==> That really gives me all the encouragement I've need. =(

I've signed up for an account in Facebook.

Yes. Finally an account in Facebook. I've been reluctant to have one account in Facebook ever since it got popular. I don't find that there's a real need to one since I've been using Friendster to stay in touch with my friends. Till now, I still can't really say that I needed one.

It's so much more complicated than Friendster. What's the point of having something more complicated, difficult to use and understand yet serving the same purpose as another simpler and user-friendly system?

Futhermore, I can't seem to login everytime ever since I've gotten an account. Does it happens to you too? Or it is only me? This is really pissing me off. Facebook should feel honored that someone who doesn't like him very much had decided to try to like him. With this faulty problem that it has, I'm even more firm and resolute as to why I hate Facebook so much.

The two reasons why I gave it a try are that
1) I'm bored and free now.
2) Amazingly most of my friends are on it and some of them doesn't even have a Friendster account.
And the reason why I place this at the end of my entry is that I totally feel that it's an insignificant paragraph to be included into my entry. I've added it just so that people might questioned me to: "Why someone who dislike Facebook this much is getting a Facebook account? " And that paragraph would have answered to your queries if you are one of the people I'm talking about.