Rounding Up

Been lazy recently to blog and busy. Busy with going out and meeting friends and stuff.
It's great to know that some friends have already graduated from universities and are darn right cheerful and relief and enjoying their freedom. Great to know that everyone is happy with what they are doing.
Have been meeting my ex and xuan and their bfs too. I never thought that I would even go on group dates where everyone can really enjoy themselves. I only read those group dates in fiction stories and I never believe it could happen to me and Mehmeh. I mean this is the first time I've seen Mehmeh really enjoying himself with my group of friends. He dun really mingle well with my NTU guy friends and i seldom bring him along when i go out with girls. So it's kind of happy that we've found a small clique of people that we can go out with and do stuff as a group. So nice ...but kind of feel that it's going to be short-lived happiness since xuan is graduating and both,ex and me, are starting school. When will be out next gathering? Hai..
Just went out with Jac and Joan and Yun yesterday for Jac's birthday celebration. We ate at New York New York. Food's delicious but the pricing is a wee bit steep. Lol ... I not rich so bo bian, have to be stringy little miss wahwah. We went to Yun's house to play Majhong afterwards. Long time never touch or play Majhong till I've kind of forget some of the rules. Lol...terrible. I played with Yun's dog,Ashley, too and she's so cute and just so 'tao ren xi huan'. Too bad Jac and Joan are afraid of 'furry things' -_-". Ate supper before everyone went home. All thanks to Yun for driving everyone home. So nice and sweet of her. Great to know everyone is ok and meeting them makes me miss those days where we are able to gather together and gossip more often than nowadays.
I'm a person who cherish friends greatly even in the past. Maybe that is why I am extremely vulnerable and will be bothered with friendships which doesn't work out. Just thinking about those things makes me scare. I do know the fact that friendship takes two to make it happen and it might not really be my fault/problem if things doesn't go well. But I just can't help feeling worried and sad by it. (Of course there are times which is really my wrong too.) I guess it's just me. Something about me that up till now I still can't really categorise it as a good characteristic or a bad one. Lol..
Especially to Jac:Happy Birthday Jac and Jia You for your final exams.