Tuesday, May 27, 2008

Interview Horrors

It's a few days before Campus interviews starts and it's giving me the anxiety I HATE to feel. I even had nightmare a week before the first day of it. My past experience of my first interview is haunting me. Argh. Everytime I talked to someone about my fear, I get back the same old answers. " Just be calm and confident. It'll be fine." But that's exactly easier said than done.

I know what I should do too. But I didn't do what I should during my first interview. I panicked and freaked out. HAI! Furthermore, I can't think clearly if I'm anxious. So how am i suppose to act normal.

Then, all my friends will tell me just go for more interviews. I'm doing it now and I'm hating the tension that I have to go though before that actual day arrive. My mind keeps telling me "It's coming. You've got to prepare for it." Even though I know it but I get breathing difficulty everytime I think about it. Not to mention about trying to prepare for it.

Moreover, I don't think that I stand a high chance getting hired there. Like my friend said:" the whole school without jobs are going for campus interview". ==> That really gives me all the encouragement I've need. =(

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