Thinking Back

My last exam is on the 29th of this month. After it, I still have an oral presentation. Once I've finish with my presentation, I have completed my curriculum as a engineering undergrad. It's something I been looking forward to. Every undergraduate are looking forward to it. I thought the feeling will be the same as graduating from your secondary school/poly or JC. You know happy and feeling excited to embrace what's ahead. But the feeling is rather different. I not implying that i'm unhappy, just that uni.'s system is a whole lot different. Being someone who's not clever, I've pulled through these four years with my hard work. Well, I don't know if it paid off since I'm still not sure what class of honors I'll be getting. But I'm glad and proud to say that I've been really hardworking at some point of time in my life. I can't forget the days where I stayed up late in school just to study. Most of time I'm studying alone and thinking back about those times surprised even myself. I never thought I have that determination in me to stay in school to mug. I emailed the lecturers to make an appointment with them so that they can clarify my doubts. I spend time communicating with my lecture notes and do my tutorials before attending them. There are times that I did put in effort and I'm glad I did. Even if my grades doesn't show, I'm glad I tried my best and not waste my time away. I'm proud and I feel that I'm able and confident.

It might looks like I'm boosting or something, but I believe that everyone had similar experiences as me. And thinking back about these experiences never fails to boost up your confidence a little. I glad and satisfied.

And I hope that with this little confidence boost, I'll be able to face the working world a lot more better.