Stress Out

I've been waking up in the middle of the night for 2 days. Ever since the submission of my report on last Friday, nothing much have i progress. My supervisor didn't came for work on Monday and Tuesday. Part of me wanted him to come today and the other part of me just hopes that he comes tomorrow or on Friday.
If he comes to work, I'll know that he'll talk to us and brief us on what we should do for the next few weeks. So I wouldn't have felt so lost like the last 2 days and i wouldn't have been thinking of how to proceed on with my research.
However, the other half of me just want to take a break before he assigns us with out next task. With him around definitely means all work and no play. I don't want to be like dull Jack.
Still, i think i'll stick with hoping that he comes today since i seriously have no idea on how i should proceed on. Ok, there's definitely things to do before he comes back. Eg: Learn a few skills that is required for me to complete my project or stuff that i could read up on etc. But i seriously don't like the feeling of not being told to do stuff. Not that i'm insane or what...It just feel better if someone is to assure me that i'm on the right track and i am right to proceed on with the stuff that i'm working on now. You know..Assurance..I guess that's what makes a whole lot of difference.
I think i'm just those type of person who needs a lot of assurance, a lot of support and a lot of acknowledgement. Sounds to me that i'm very insecure. I am? Maybe..maybe a little...
Heck! Mr Huang is you accidentally surf the web and bump into this website, I want you to know that i really hope you come today. Bring hope and light into my life again. I don't want to wake up on my own at 4am thinking that it's time for work.